Ranters

Yesterday I’ve decided to cut off that limb of my life that I feel has been dragging me down.

You know those type of feelign when U see that someone - the feeling like you're beign sucked dry of emotion, or energy, or anything for that matter? Well, i got rid of it together with that part of my life. (Or so i should call it. the part-formerly.)

Feels very much free to have your heart with more space! - to love, instead, those people who truly appreciate you for who you are and not what you have to offer.

Sure, everybody needs help. But does that mean I have to give it? Aren’t there lecturers getting paid to help these poor students? Or other people in the course who probably knows better about the current subject that I would (seeing as how I have not touched that subject for, oh 2 semesters?) Why bother me at all?

What I truly feel is that right now, its time for me to focus on my self. Why give a damn to those who aren’t worth your time anymore right?

Besides, I was never treated as a friend by him. Never had a “hey how r u doing” or “whats up” in ages. So when the first msg from him that I saw was “I need some tutoring” my first thought was “F**k off.”

So, sorry if I sounded mean or rude but this decision was mine to make for my own good.  I CANNOT MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY WITH MY DECISION. And I won’t change my mind.